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Ray Succre currently lives on the southern Oregon coast with his wife and baby son. He has been published in Aesthetica, Small Spiral Notebook, a nd Rock Salt Plum, as well as in numerous others across as many countries. He tries hard.
Wheaties It was “Monkey perform and make the world your friend.” seeped into him from the treacle shot in a cereal bowl. His mother would point at the athlete picture and trace the olympic rings. If he kings his soft nape with an ugly face, with spiders and grits in the lurch, it is because the boy, like many, once mistook his mother’s dream to be a boy. It was “Twist in the universe and keep quiet.” soldering the strings together, coaxing this little egg forward, until the boy stood and could recite, wear fashions as if whims, and state his name. In time he solidified, a mother-puzzling man, and no athlete, his once good looks the wholesome skin on which maternity had fed. “World, I have made you my compatriot.” he states, performing and ugly, looking from his twisted face into the universe. He traced his finger in five joined rings, and stared into his mind at the strong, orange box. Whole Wheat Bread Until bread was there, “On the counter.” she pointed, segments of chicken bone finger, russet-spotted at a chamber for bread, spare ties, clip— she shattered over no bread, “There are condiments, and the turkey is cut yesterday fresh... you hungry?” Even to the reincarnation of luxury, “We should have bread in the box. On the counter.” Her compulsion was sooner so than a flight or craving, though caused them strong. “Nothing. No good without bread.” and near the bread-box, “We have no bread! It’s a must-have.” She turns her face and then her head. “You go down to the McKays.” “Now?” “You hungry?” “No.” “Well, you will be sometime. Get up. You go get us whole wheat bread.” How he thought to bring her white baguette and break it over her head, disorderly, was in a blank face and nice eyes. “Eggs while you’re there. The brown jumbos.” Smothering Damp The carpet on the dirt is stiff. It mats as it must, this musty nest, here resting crusted on dead sowbugs and a screwdriver. I slept on it once, in the shed yawning over me with damp haunted wood, in a bad month, my handaxes thrown and lost in rust and wood. I slept on it starting Thursday to wake under three poisonous spiders, known black ones, vivid red hourglasses, waking at four with three on my stomach, having crept in under my shirt. They had a home under the piece of carpet. Tonight, I return to take the shed into the blazes. I’ll go with hands in gasoline. I’ll go to burn up the carpet and shed that once tore me awake from my own, sick vacuum. A bad month, my axis blown and crossed with mist on blood.