Seems I’ve been writing poetry for so long that Methuselah should be taking notice, but in reality,
time is simply doing its thing streaking ahead blithely pulling all of us along for the wild ride whether we like it or not;
reminds me, I’ve published 15 chapbooks over the years, the last one just came out about my Dad, and before that was “when Patti would fall asleep,
” about my wife, guess you could say I’m a family man.
BARNACLES
Get up / Get out of bed /
Fetch the paper from the driveway /
Feed the dog / Take an English muffin
out of the freezer / Open windows
and the front door / Put the dog out /
Turn the water on to the lawn sprinklers
in the back yard / Rinse the dishes
in the sink / Stick them in the dishwasher /
Toast and butter and eat my English muffin /
Put a letter out in the mailbox /
Check email / Water the plants in my library . . .
so much fun being home from work,
looking after things at home, wondering when,
oh when will my beloved wife return.
Endless tasks, the whole day
a collection of endless tasks
like barnacles stuck and sucking
against a ship’s rusting old hull.
When the Rain Stops
Long gray day
melting
into an off-white, rainy-wet night.
A window-box is overflowing
with little
purple-faced flowers,
wet railroad tracks
reflect yellow street lights
like in an old black and white movie.
A woman trying to make herself smaller
beneath an umbrella, the rain
splashing off it like
in that famous Gene Kelly scene in
Singin’ in the Rain.
But then suddenly
like the face of Mary
appearing beneath a rainbow
in the clouds,
I see Aunt Mary Jean and my father-in-law
who both died this year,
leaving a heavy
burdensome emptiness,
an emptiness that the rain seems
to be trying to fill,
the water, calm and warm, but
still anxious and uncertain,
urging
me to cry, but I don’t, I don’t.
I’ll cry later, perhaps,
when the rain stops.
a melancholy afternoon
Normally when I
walk along the tracks
and see or hear a train coming
I rush off into
the woods to watch
the monster unseen,
feel its vibrations rumbling,
smell its oily metal
and smoky wake,
while remaining quiet and still
as a bush or a tree or a rock.
But today I don’t feel much
like playing this childish game.
I’m feeling strangely older
and weary-worn of life.
I even neglected
to put the pennies on the tracks
like I always do.
sticks and straw
The poised green frog
in Pat’s garden pond has left,
hopped its way through the woods
beneath the trees and bushes and weeds
to the amiable stream down in back.
It was fun seeing him sitting there
on his rock motionless as moonlight,
quiet as the moon, stiff and still
as a gargoyle. And now, today,
in the afternoon light, he’s gone.
But I’m not completely sad
because the Robin is back, built her nest
in the same spot again as last summer,
halfway down the stairs from the deck,
on the landing right in the middle
of Pat’s huge, sprawling climbing Hydrangea.
If you walk really slowly and careful
you can get close without her flying away,
squirting off her nest of sticks and straw
disappearing into the cool green trees beyond.
Drinking a Pepsi
Sometimes I listen to the rain
and wonder, like Newton and Socrates
and Goethe must’ve wondered,
about life. For some reason
the rain does that -
flushes philosophical queries
out from the murk and the shadows
into the light.
Someone at work died this week.
I didn’t know him.
I knew of him, knew who he was,
but we never spoke, never even said hello;
not because I didn’t like him,
I didn’t even know him.
But a couple months ago I saw him
sitting in the cafeteria,
alive as rain, drinking a Pepsi.
And now today - he’s dead,
just like that, he’s dead.
Gives you something to think about,
whether you want to or not.